Dear Diary,
I am very anxious atm. I should be studying right now but I can't help to mark down my feelings of this moment.
Anxious is a familiar emotion and feeling to me recently. It always knock the windows of my heart for different reasons...
Anxious... it is because I am thinking of the girl again. I am now certain of my feeling to her, I am certain of what I will do in the future and when will I do it, but why am I still feeling anxious then?
I afraid of thinking of her, as if i have done something wrong and I run away to avoid facing my shame.
Perhaps it is because I know I am going to do something that would affect her future. Whether it will be good or bad, I do not know... but I fear it'd be bad for her.
Future is full of uncertainty to me, the responsibility weights heavier when I have to make decisions that will afect others as well.
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